Waiting for a loved one.Havent we all been through this butterflies in your stomach process.
Sometimes it ends well and sometimes in disappointment.
Raising your head at every sound that you hear.Looking hard at everyone that you see coming towards you.
The slight flutter in your stomach as you realize that they look similar.The way your heart breaks a bit every time you realize that its not what you are waiting for.
Expectations in a relation are like a see saw.You are either on the top or the bottom.A balance can never be maintained for long.
The people on top are the ones who make you wait.
The ones who will make you feel lonely in a crowd ..the ones who will make you keep looking in the same direction again and again.
Or in the modern world make you stare at your cell phone again and again 🙂
I know its easy to say but difficult to do.But i think the ones who are really worth waiting for do come in the end.
The ones who don’t did not deserve your wait.
So don’t.Don’t waste your heartbeats on them.Don’t waste your tears on them.
Instead of that be thankful to those who wait for you.Who take out the time to make you smile 🙂
Because there will be people like that.
Its the tragedy of life that we take the people close to us for granted.Their expectations to be empty words.
Their call for your attention falls on deaf ears.
But if you make someone wait for you today ..get their hopes up and then disappoint them.Some one might do the same to you one day.
Infact it might be the same person and at that moment it might bother you.
Put you on the other side of the fence.
Waiting for you ..
To hear your footsteps ..
I stare into the shadows
Hoping that this time it is you.. But you never come ..
and the clouds gather Like everytime it rains ..
and with each rain
I walk back home.. Again alone…
Again with the weight of my expectations..
weighing me down..